Nothing Flashy.

[underagedazn]

It's been months since I broke up with my bf. It was a really rocky relationship (lasted 2 yrs.). I'm still not sure if I liked him. I mean... there was really nothing we liked together. We always had arguments and all that jazz. Yet, whenever he got angry I freaked. Honestly, I was a big contributer to the problems cause I always found something wrong with him. I was the depressed one and he tried hard to cheer me up but it pissed me off because he'd do stupid things to annoy me and he knew I was annoyed... he honestly thought annoying me would cheer me up. Argue, argue, argue. What's wrong with me?

When things got even rockier, he's get pissed to the point where he'd threaten to kill me, beg me to commit suicide, that god had no pity on a person like me, etc in messages. He'd call me and say things that depressed me even more (funny thing was that he never said that in person). I'd then cry and later he'd cry in apology... Then the cycle kept going until it reached the point where when I cried, he'd keep going and not care. I left him for someone I met in a videogame because he actually listened.

And now, we're chill. We pass each other in the halls of my school, meet at paintball practice... we were pretty much casual friends. I was actually sorting out my depression..

Until, I logged onto a screename I haven't been on in months and I noticed 4 messages from yesterday: February 16.
"Die Bitch"
"I hope you fukin die"
"fuck you Bitch"
"I'm gonna rape you Bitch"

I'm confused. I feel depressed. When a relationship ends, someone is left bitter. I guess you never really forget, even when you think you did.

I honestly thought we were friends, maybe even moving to strangers... this caught me out of the blue and I'm transported back in time to when we were actually together. It hurts..

Now I'm left asking.. "did I really care about him?"

I know it's my fault that the relationship ended, but I never saw anything in him.

I really don't know. I don't know what to think right now. I don't know how I feel about him. I've been through so much self-destruction being with him and now it seems like he's trying to carve at the scars I thought I was trying to heal.

What's wrong with me?

[Brunette]

okay i dont think you should get back with him , because from what you said , he sounds bitter and he's not helping you heal .
maybe you should just ignore his messages , he'll realise that you dont really care & maybe move on and leave you alone .
i once had some1 for along time , and we truley cared about each other , but i know i was the one who keeps finding problems and i was the "heart-breaker" , so he always got hurt becuz of me ..sadly , and then he ended up calling me dirty names and saying really shocking stuff to me like : f*ck you , you'r a sl*t ..etc
i tried to put some sense in his head but it didnt work . so just ignore it. and time will heal everything .
but if ignoring him got him angrier , then talk to him in a soft sensible way .

[Rashella]

Sounds like you were both at fault during the relationship but hes being the ass now, like wtf are those messages?! Sounds like something in a cheesy horror film. He's being a bully, so dont let him get to you. Instead confront him (Not in a dark alley or anything just incase he is a raving lunatic) and ask why he's holding a grudge.

I doubt theres anything wrong with you, seems like he just cant move on.

[shotbyajackgun]

Fuck getting back with him if hes that harsh.

[Deimos]

Key his car

[jem]

dont get back with him.
..and everytime u think about going back to him just think to yourself that your to good for him.
and maybe i dont know u but while hes telling u hes gonna rape u.....u r way to good for him.
hes weird n pretty twisted and u can go better than him
xxx

[underagedazn]

Thank you everyone for your help.