Dumbass loser
February 19th '07, 08:13 PM
Back story
Ok this girl ive been going out with for about 5 months now.We would spend hours almost everyday day together wed text eachother at school wed call eachother before we went to bed.Ive had a few girlfriends before here but ive never loved any as deeply she means the world to me.Ive always felt like a failure and ive been feeling so worthless then when we met she made me feel so special and she always felt selfconscious and not good enough and i always made her feel better.We used to always have to talk to eachother or wed feel like crap on the days we didnt.
Well now we werent talking to eachother much for a week i didnt know why id call her text her i even waited 2 hours outside her doorstep for her to get home.Well eventually she talks to me but only talks for about 5 minutes then has to go.Well just about 2 weeks ago my best friend nick moved and he was like a brother to me so i was relying on her but now i go to find out she found a new love she told me shes liked him since the 6th grade and thats why she wouldnt call me talk to me or anything.She told me she still loves me and i mean alot to her but she is with him now.
Well Now i feel so shitty i did everything for her and she goes and does this to me.I dont know what to do now all i can do is cry and feel depressed and i cant go to nick anymore,I could call him but it wouldnt be the same.I just dont know how to feel better all i feel like doing is killing myself ive never loved anyone like her i dont know how she could do this to me.
Ok this girl ive been going out with for about 5 months now.We would spend hours almost everyday day together wed text eachother at school wed call eachother before we went to bed.Ive had a few girlfriends before here but ive never loved any as deeply she means the world to me.Ive always felt like a failure and ive been feeling so worthless then when we met she made me feel so special and she always felt selfconscious and not good enough and i always made her feel better.We used to always have to talk to eachother or wed feel like crap on the days we didnt.
Well now we werent talking to eachother much for a week i didnt know why id call her text her i even waited 2 hours outside her doorstep for her to get home.Well eventually she talks to me but only talks for about 5 minutes then has to go.Well just about 2 weeks ago my best friend nick moved and he was like a brother to me so i was relying on her but now i go to find out she found a new love she told me shes liked him since the 6th grade and thats why she wouldnt call me talk to me or anything.She told me she still loves me and i mean alot to her but she is with him now.
Well Now i feel so shitty i did everything for her and she goes and does this to me.I dont know what to do now all i can do is cry and feel depressed and i cant go to nick anymore,I could call him but it wouldnt be the same.I just dont know how to feel better all i feel like doing is killing myself ive never loved anyone like her i dont know how she could do this to me.