Im so sick of everyone.. and everything...

[camomclean1990]

Well I guess I am sort of just rambling.. and getting it all of my chest.. I think it helps...
So im 16.. from Bowral.. just been over seas on exchange..
Since last year my brother who is 13 has been diagnosed with depression.. he dosent go to school now.. my mum home schools him...
So dad is now earning the money.. he works for himself...so not much income
A couple of years ago my uncle had menigacocal (how ever you spell it) survived... but has problems with his legs... he has quit his job and is also suffering from depression...
My parents dont even talk to me anymore.. The only talk to me about... SCHOOL! STUDY!! WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE!!!
I dont care anymore... Its not as though I just want out of the world.. .. SIck of it..
Its either they're asking about that... or asking for money..
So.. my brother.. who cant go to school goes in to "shut down mode'' as i call it.. i cant stand it.. wont talk.. i know he cant help it... but he just dosent seem to help himself.. he will get all worked up... and vomit sometimes (This was last year when trying to get him into school)
School Is just school.. so much work... so much homework.. and then im expected to STUDY UPON ALL THAT...
Then.. Im trying to save money.. but i cant when i owe my parents money from my trip... so I never have money too save.. or anything..
School is just abitch.. Everyone Just bitches.. Contineous shit..
I have been teased about being gay since year 7 and you know it stopped and OK IM IN YEAR 11 im 16 i should get over it but the other day my friends were saying the new girl was bitching about me and saying I was gay.. AND GOD AM I OVER HER
But yea.. I suppose i shouldnt really winge.. because you know.. there are people who are far worse than me out there.. but you know it helps to get this off my chest..
Thanks.. If you read this..

[Spazzy]

It sounds like you have a lot on your plate. It's good that you understand that talking helps. The thing I want to know is, how does all this make you feel, besides emotions, what does it make you want to do about it?

[camomclean1990]

Well for one.. get rid of my bother.. He annoys me so much..
Everything is just focused around him.. and he is so immature..
If it was as easy as ruling out every person you hated (I know HATE is a strong word) like at school for example, then yea that part would be over. But life isnt that simple (Unfortunately)
If I could even some how fix the problem, you know.. But yea.. I did help at the begining and it just became so repetative... i just gave up and became completely negative about the whole ting

[camomclean1990]

BTW
Thnx for the reply..

[Spazzy]

Well I really don't know what to tell you. I can't imagine how hard this situation is for you. Just keep pushing forward, that's all I can say. I'm always here if you need to talk =D