I often get depressed but now im on my way 2 change

[miss-unique]

Past
for so long i just sat outside of my group of friends and let them get on with havin a laugh. I never joined in coz i felt they would just laugh at me. everytime i saw myself in the mirror i felt sick. ive never had confidence and still its low now. i never spoke 2 guys coz i thought they would judge me n laugh so when im in a relationship i never accept that they like me coz i dont accept myself. Through primary skool i nvr really had friends and was always the target 4 bullies. ive never liked the way i look or act. due to this i have attemted suicide several times.

Present and Future
Now i have decided to turn my life around. Not just sit back and let so called friends walk all over me, not look at myself n feel sick, i wanna / am gonna join in no matter what people say and also enjoy my relationship without gettin paranoid that he is is lookin else where and doesnt want me! its gonna take me some time but i know that it is possible!

I wanted to share this with people also goin thru the same thing as i know that it is possible to turn your life around and stand up 4 yourself.
If i can...so can you!

Thanx
xxx

[Rashella]

Aw, good for you! Keep going :) And best of luck.

[Spazzy]

Yay! It's good to hear that you're making a change for the better =D Not for anyone else, but yourself. That's wonderful. Recently, I've decided to do the same. People still laugh at me and make fun of me behind my back, but I don't care. I'm sticking to my real friends, the people that are there for me, and I'm not going to care about what anyone says.

But just be careful; if you've had a reason to believe these people are making fun of you or will laugh at you, perhaps you need to rethink who your real friends are?

[miss-unique]

hey thanx! im am actually doin it for my bf to (not that hes told me to) but coz im quiet with him! im not sure on real friends to be honest! at the mo there is only really one true friend that i know of!
Thanx again 4 your support guys! i really appreciate it and it really helps with confidence! xxx

[xeeyorex]

So wot about the rest of us haylz. the ones who spend r time raising money for u to go to uganda coz we aint gettin nethin out of it but we thought we wer helpin a friend, turns out wer not the backstabbers after all!!

[Rashella]

So wot about the rest of us haylz. the ones who spend r time raising money for u to go to uganda coz we aint gettin nethin out of it but we thought we wer helpin a friend, turns out wer not the backstabbers after all!!


Who are you and whats your problem?

[xeeyorex]

I thought i was one of hayleys mates, seems i was mistaken!

[Hilarylab]

Congrats!

[Rashella]

I thought i was one of hayleys mates, seems i was mistaken!



Not just sit back and let so called friends walk all over me


Did she mention your name personally?

If you jump to the conclusion automatically then there has to be a reason, why would she think of you like this?

You could try being happy for her and supportive? Since your her mate and all.

[Bob!]

Good work, remember the positive outcomes are just as imortant as the negative problems, and especially how ya got through em, these posts are especially useful to others too.

Keep helpin each other peeps. :)