jem
March 27th '07, 06:42 PM
Ok so theres all this court stuff going on at the minute (in another thing ive posted on here)..... and im so confused.
I'm having serious doubts about whether or not i want to go through with it.
For every reason i can find to go through with it, theres a reason not to go through with it. i mean all hes gonna get is told to be good for a few years. Ive already been told from the police guy he wont get anything more than that which makes me think , is it worth putting myself through that? but then he will walk away laughin and do it to someone else...... hmmmmmi dont know what to do to be honest.
I tried talking to my mum about but shes forcing me in to it, not giving me a choice so i spoke to my dad and hes telling me not to do it because it will get in the way of my exams and stuff which are happening around the same time. So now they arguin over it and thats not making things any easier. I tried explaining to my mum how i feel.... that i feel like shes not thinkin about what i want and shes forcing me in to it.....and she went totally crazy n ripped the statement and everything up (that was here to be signed) so now This police guys gotta do all that again because she cant take the fact that i told her how i honestly feel and not just went with what shes telling me to do. no1 seems to understand that its me going through it not them and its not a decision i can make over night.
I'm having serious doubts about whether or not i want to go through with it.
For every reason i can find to go through with it, theres a reason not to go through with it. i mean all hes gonna get is told to be good for a few years. Ive already been told from the police guy he wont get anything more than that which makes me think , is it worth putting myself through that? but then he will walk away laughin and do it to someone else...... hmmmmmi dont know what to do to be honest.
I tried talking to my mum about but shes forcing me in to it, not giving me a choice so i spoke to my dad and hes telling me not to do it because it will get in the way of my exams and stuff which are happening around the same time. So now they arguin over it and thats not making things any easier. I tried explaining to my mum how i feel.... that i feel like shes not thinkin about what i want and shes forcing me in to it.....and she went totally crazy n ripped the statement and everything up (that was here to be signed) so now This police guys gotta do all that again because she cant take the fact that i told her how i honestly feel and not just went with what shes telling me to do. no1 seems to understand that its me going through it not them and its not a decision i can make over night.