Idk wats wrong wit me =/

[sarahgirl_88]

lately i feel so sad, n mad, n pretty much depressed to the fact to where i get sick, i havent been eating very good or sleeping =[ its making me fustrated everything that ive been wanting lately just isnt going my way i guess.. =/

- my moms being relle rude wit me.
- my dad hasnt contacted me since last christmas.
- i have court in the morning =/
- i havent talked to my girlfriend.

over all i feel fucking horrid.

im having suicidal thoughts now its pretty bad.. =/

[shenalmighty]

Id suggest taking time to find out whats bothering you maybe smoke some green to help you understand.Maybe your just magnificating the problems.

Anyways talk to your mom about it and see if you can get her to understand how you feel.And get up the courage to talk to your girlfriend and see whats up

[Kate]

Id suggest taking time to find out whats bothering you maybe smoke some green to help you understand.Maybe your just magnificating the problems.

Anyways talk to your mom about it and see if you can get her to understand how you feel.And get up the courage to talk to your girlfriend and see whats up
Not only are you a grammar bitch, but you cease to explain how drugging yourself up makes anything better.

[biteme]

You should make the effort to turn things around.

Ask your mom why she's being rude towards you. She won't be like that for no reason. She might be mad at something you did in the past.

If your dad isn't contacting you, don't wait. Contact him. He might be having a hard time right now, and might need you.

And talk to your girlfriend. Not so hard.

What do you mean by court in the morning? Filed a case against someone?

[Bird of Prey]

I reccomend you take a few days off of school (if possible) to clear your head.

If your mum is having a go at you, try to not completely avoid her but only talk to when needed (such as thankyou for dinner etc.)

You should also try and make contact with your dad and maybe go out on some sort of day trip with him (to a theme park?)

As for your girlfriend, talk to her. And don't forget to apologize for the act that you havn't talked to her for a while.

EDIT: Suicide is not the answer. I used to be suicidal but if you think about things you enjoy (your friends, girlfriend, hobbies) you will think "hey, those thing are good, I don't want to lose them!"

But basically, just don't do anything silly, and talk to all the people troubling you.

As for the court case, for whatever reason we all here hope you win.

[Kerry]

Id suggest taking time to find out whats bothering you maybe smoke some green to help you understand.Maybe your just magnificating the problems.
Okay, do not take any drugs, if anything it will get you into a bigger mess. ^o)


- my moms being relle rude wit me. Talk to her about it, tell her how she's making you feel and if there is any reason she's being like that. Ask if you're doing anything that's annoying her and if she says no then ask her to stop. Tell her how she's being, but in a civil manner, don't let it get turned into an argument.

- my dad hasnt contacted me since last christmas.
Maybe you should contact your Dad. There could be many reasons why he hasn't, but if you can try and contact him too. :)

- i have court in the morning =/ Try to relax, I know you must be so nervous, but if you're innocent then try to relax and it might be okay.

- i havent talked to my girlfriend. If you can call her or text her. And maybe try to meet up with her sometime.

over all i feel fucking horrid.

im having suicidal thoughts now its pretty bad.. =/ Killing yourself won't help in the slightest. It's an easy way out for the person, but it's their families who have to put up with the grief. No matter how much stress you're under killing yourself won't help. It just gets you out of your misery, but leaves your family to deal with the grief and the fact that you're gone.
Suicide in my opinion a selfish thing to you because no matter what you are loved and no matter how stressful the time is, it will get better and people do love and care for you. :)

[sarahgirl_88]

thanks guys i appreciate it.. i still havent left for court but i should probably start getting ready..
n to that druggy boy.. no i will not smoke sum green thank u very much i been done wit drugs for almost 3 yrs! y would i start all they did was make my life a living hell.. n green is weak! lol.. to the rest of u..
honest its not easy contactin my dad.. cuz he lives in mexico n i dont kno his phone number my brother has his email address n wont fess up. =/ my girlfriend well i might c her next monday.. i was supposed to today but something came up for the person who was supposed 2 bring her.. n although its hard talkin 2 her its just that we've both been busy i just relle miss her..

n thanks a lot kerry =]

[Bird of Prey]

Good luck at court!

[sarahgirl_88]

they made me reschedule my court date to next month.

[shenalmighty]

Thanks 4 ganging up on me everyone man theres nothing wrong with toking up to help clear your head and put things in perspective man like i do it all the time and it helps

sorry if i came of a bit offensive though and I dont cosinder marijuana a drug

[sarahgirl_88]

Thanks 4 ganging up on me everyone man theres nothing wrong with toking up to help clear your head and put things in perspective man like i do it all the time and it helps

sorry if i came of a bit offensive though and I dont cosinder marijuana a drug

its not that it was offensive, its just the fact that ur crampin mah style homie! lol jk. no but seriously, i just believe that there r other ways 2 clear ur head other than smokin a lil insent. i had a friend that died from bein high on that shit.. was at the mall thought she could fly n went flyin right into the ground from the second floor down to the bottem. =/ wen she coulda jus gotten a lil hyper wit a piece of candy.. 4real.. idk =/ bugs me.

[Kate]

Thanks 4 ganging up on me everyone man theres nothing wrong with toking up to help clear your head

Sorry, but we aren't ganging up on you, just being honest, your advice is shit.

[Leon]

Thanks 4 ganging up on me everyone man theres nothing wrong with toking up to help clear your head and put things in perspective man like i do it all the time and it helps

sorry if i came of a bit offensive though and I dont cosinder marijuana a drugWe're not ganging up on you, your advice is bad quite frankly.

I'm sure going into court having just taken drugs the day before is a great thing to do...sure.

[GordonC]

Actually marijuana helps prevent depression.. though as was said, not such a great idea doing it before a court date.. and really I would think it should only be done if the depression gets really bad. But yeah. It helps with lots of things.

And no I am not a pot head.

[Leon]

Actually marijuana helps prevent depression..Medically proven?
I doubt.

[Kate]

Marijuana makes me feel morbidly depressed, actually.

[GordonC]

Hah, maybe it varys person to person.

Medically proven.. not exactly proven. Marijuana is a touchy subject and I forgot to do my research before posting the above. It appears to help against depression in those with bi-polar... and it seems to help cause it when your fine. Thing is the research saying it causes it also says it causes incredibly severe brain damage.. which it does not.. so, either way. I wouldnt suggest doing marijuana as a teenager anyways, your brain is still growing.

[Leon]

If it helped with depression it would be a prescribed drug, but I think you'll find it's an illegal one.

[sarahgirl_88]

ok this mary jane issue, fo real its illegal. u dont need proof. only dumbasses use it cuz they wanna feel good. it doesnt exactly cause depression n if ur fine it wont cause u 2 be depressed unless theres prolly sumthin clinically wrong with u lol. but 2 be honest.. its wack. it kills brain cells.. n like gordon c keeps tryin 2 make himself look good. no offense.. but jus cuz sum1 is a teenager n u wouldnt sugest it 2 them "cuz there brain is growing" i wouldnt give it 2 u even if u were an adult. n 2 be honest.. here in the U.S. there is a such thing as medical marijuana although it is against federal laws, some state laws do allow it. and it is not used 2 decrease depression. lol. it is used as a pain killer for cancer patients for the most part. ILLEGAL IS ILLEGAL N STUPID IS STUPID. LOL.

[Leon]

Well said.

[xXxEmo_DaisyxXx]

what he said ^^

[yay]

Id suggest taking time to find out whats bothering you maybe smoke some green to help you understand.

thats good advice
like actually

[yay]

ILLEGAL IS ILLEGAL N STUPID IS STUPID. LOL.

well, thats me convinced
*throws out gear*

oh wait, now i feel like shit =]

[Stephanie]

they made me reschedule my court date to next month.

What's the court case for?


i had a friend that died from bein high on that shit.. was at the mall thought she could fly n went flyin right into the ground from the second floor down to the bottem. =/

I've never heard of weed doing that. That sounds more like an acid trip :S Really sorry about your friend :(

[Leon]

What's the court case for?



I've never heard of weed doing that. That sounds more like an acid trip :S Really sorry about your friend :(Look at her old posts by clicking on her name on a post of hers and clicking view posts madfe by this user.

[Stephanie]

Look at her old posts by clicking on her name on a post of hers and clicking view posts madfe by this user.

Why? Did she create a thread about the court case? If so, I couldn't find it..

[Leon]

I thought she did. Oh well never mind.