Sick and tired of being pissed off

[iaxa]

hello my internet name is iaxa and well im fed up with every thing. Most of my friends think im a jerk ... which they are probaly right my best friend goses to and different school to me and we are just entering our last years left of school so the work load will increase so we wont get to see each other. my grandma died on my birthday last year (i have told noone this cept two of my friends one was with me . the other is my bestie) so i dont feel like celebrating my b-day this year ... im always parnoid about things (personal i dont wanna talk about) . im lonely ... is there any one who can help me get over this i just feel so alone (call me an emo but i dont give a fk ... sorry about swearing) should i see a shrink or just let it blow over?

[~Wayne~]

Wouldn't suggest seeing a shrink, I know people who have gone and they didn't like it at all but you might, depends on the person. Trust me once school is over life is so much bett8er I am much happier myself at college as opposed to school, much nicer people there who discriminate less and genrally a better place.

[Mamfy]

You know you can always talk to anyone. I am always here to help anyone who is going through a tough patch. I like helping people and trying to make them happier. But I think the best thing to do is definitely tell someone about it and talk about it so you can get it all off your chest.

[iaxa]

yeah but i feel like no one will listen (and the guidance councilors at school dont keep there oath of slience ) and i dont wanna talk about it with my mum .... and thought that high school was the best days of our lives ... i guess i was wrong

[Bob!]

Well if ya need confidentiality, theres always our agony aunts and uncles here who are always willing to help if ya need it.

Any posts in the agony aunt or agony uncle forum can only be seen by the agony staff, not other members :)

[iaxa]

hmms im thinking of seeing a shrink but the school ones dont keep there oath of silence which is gay ...

[Shane]

hmms im thinking of seeing a shrink but the school ones dont keep there oath of silence which is gay ...
You don't need to see a shrink. Talk to anyone. Your parents are the best bet but talking to anyone at all can be a great help.

I once talked to a cab driver about some of my problems and I felt much better when I finished my journey.
I have even talked to a drunken guy on the bus about problems and he helped more than I ever thought possible! :)

[Mamfy]

Sorry for being naive, but what's a shrink?

Anyway Iaxa, a lot of my friends come to me whent hey have problems. I love helping people and I have never broken confidentiality. Just find someone you completely trust, to keep the secret, or find someone you don't really know, and therefore couldn't poissibly blab it to anyone of any relevance in your life.

[Bob!]

Sorry for being naive, but what's a shrink?

A psychiatrist Mamfeh :P

And yeah, thats the advantage o havin friends online as well, sometimes easier talkin to peopel who are far away and arnt actually involved in ya personal life, also because theyre only viewing the problem, and not the rest of you as a person cause they dont know ya that well. Sometimes ya just need to let things out I guess.

[iaxa]

ya thats what i was thinking like getting seeing a online shrink ... if that even exists

[blazeteendanny]

iaxa i know how you feel...my depression comes and goes like the ebb and flow of the waves but im always prone to getting pissed off...so if it helps pm me, and i'll try my best to help..

[God.]

Yeah I have depression too.

The guys at your school, won't break their 'oath' of silence if it is in your best interests, for example, if you were being abused, by law they'd have to tell someone else.

Otherwise, the are bound by law not to spill....you might want to tell them that.

[iaxa]

trust me you dont know our school there really mean ... i almost chocked on a chicken bone from one of there homemade chicken pies and they gave me a detention ... yeah that adds up... pffft lil faggots.

[totz]

yeh if ya think a shrink is gonna help then go ahead but if ya dont then its pointless.....i feel lonely alot too and i love to listen so if ya ever wanna talk in hotmail..im all ears......maybe you could listen to me too...oh and im new ive been on here for like an hour and i can see your NOT a jerk!!!!! so yeh you cna email me!!!!!

[qwassymodo]

You sound so unhappy... And I hope I speak for us all when I say we'll try to help... But you need to find the one thing that makes you unhappy. And you fix it, If there are two things, you fix one then another. You work at it and in the meanwhile you live as though the world were the way it should be for you. This gloom will pass, I promise.

[totz]

yep you do!!!!!!!!!! wot ever you need or wanna talk bout were here sweety..

[stranger]

Theres only you in this world, your in your own world...no matter what people may think and say about you, your in your own world so nothin else matters...dont be pissd off by what sum1 says, there only jealous...your smarter than that, no matter what people might throw at you, you take it...doing that will make you into a better person

[Jake_Guitar_God]

ive gone through the same thing... why life sucks. how i cope, i just wait for highschool to end really, and i listen to music, i didnt relax with music i think id have punched out my principal by now.

o yea everyone thinks i am a jerk too, its only cause of their memory of what i WAS like i changed a lot last year and they wont forget it
i was a jackass kinda like the guys on Jackass, i was a real moron daredevil.

[iaxa]

Theres only you in this world, your in your own world...no matter what people may think and say about you, your in your own world so nothin else matters...dont be pissd off by what sum1 says, there only jealous...your smarter than that, no matter what people might throw at you, you take it...doing that will make you into a better person


and you have known me for how long what 2 posts grow up kid.

[saraharms1]

Don't always think about the bad stuff going on in your life. In EVERY bad situation there is always something small or good about it. I have two alcoholic and druggy parents who are divorced. I've had counselers call me down to talk to me about family stuff and your right they don't keep their "oath of silence". Talking to a shrink may help you. Like someone up there said, It depends on the person. Personally I hated going to a regular shrink and still since your a minor your parents can go and talk to the shrink if they want to know anything. So it may not be your best bet. Its all up to you tho. Just look on the bright side of things! I also know what its like to have people close to you die. Espescially on important days. I had a cousin die on my birthday just recently. Its gonna scar me for a while because she was only 7. She's in a better place now but I miss her. I hope I helped a little bit!


Sarah

[ib0b]

Well college is really good; while I was in hs I didn't consider the possibility of finishing school because I dis-liked it. My neighbors and other people who have finished schooling told me they hated hs also and they even enjoyed college and still like to take fun classes there. You get to choose what and when you want to take and the rooms are bigger and lower temperature (because it's been hot lately because I live in Arizona and a few days ago it even said it was 109 F in my room). The teachers don't badger you either. Plus I had my math teacher from hs and she likes me and always makes examples of me in class lol.

I haven't ridden the bus in five years but I had to yesterday (I stopped hs almost right before I graduated when I found out I don't have to finish to continue college so my mom wanted me to get a GED. I went to the testing centre and it is easy, the lady was saying that a D grade is impressive and most people fail with an F which they consider passing. Actually I'm starting the tests today) and it was so good how I met people! People who are going places on the bus like to do things like talk when they're on their way. I met five cool knew people.

I don't even want to get a car since if my mom wants something from the store or the like then I just take her car, and I mostly like to ride bicycles and now when I need to go really far I can take the bus for $2 a day which could save on gas maintenance insurance and depreciation of a car. It's nice because you're not all alone in your car, they're lots of space and other people and you can play games or do something rather than drive.

I had a group leader type person telling me that the best way to get counsel is by talking to someone casually (like on the bus) because it just doesn't feel right to go to someone you don't know asking them to "help you with your problems" as if they don't have the same ones. Go get a haircut I guess (to talk with the barber lol) or just yeah.