Stressss

[nyx]

Ok at the moment I am ridciculously stressed more so than I think I have ever been in my life. Mainly because I have far too much work to do, I've been in the library for at least 6 hours everyday for the last week. People are adding to my stress to, my best friend is being off with me, and only talking to me when she needs advice about her ex boyfriend. I have guys reappearing from the past and causing me grief. I'm missing home quite a bit at the moment. And basically everything is getting on top of me.

I'm getting 5 hours sleep a night max, which isn't helping. I'm getting spots for the first time in years (I've always had remarkably good skin), I have rashes on my legs which are really itchy, and I'm getting a cold. I've had headaches pretty much everyday.

None of this is helped by the fact I have no one to talk to this about, my flatmate has been lovely, but I don't want to dump on her anymore than I have to. And my other friends don't seem to be able to see I'm stressed and pretty urgh in general and just go on about their own trivial problems such as missing dinner, and me being the nice selfless person I am listen. When really inside I'm screaming, "I WANT TO BE SELFISH HELP MEEEEE".

So basically I'm asking anyways to help with stress at all. I don't really have time for anything major, cos my work situation is that bad, but any little things would be great.

If you read all of that thank youuuu :)

[I Love Necks]

Stop complaining. You shouldn't have left it so late.

>_>

<3 still?

I dunno really. You know I'm always here to talk to and stufffff. I'm better at friendly chats rather than long advice posts on forums so I'm basically going to tell you how much I love you right now.

Without slurring it all the time like I did on Tuesday night.

I will say though tonight was a good idea. You can't just work, work, work. Even if it doesn't seem logical or sensible you need to take some time for fun or you'll burn out and your work will suffer. Go out a bit this weekend and have some fun then I'm sure you'll feel better about things.

And then before you know it all of a sudden it will be Sunday and you'll have me popping up going MRSSSS SUNDAYYY and all will be right in your world again.

I have no idea what I'm posting anymore really...

...I love you?

[nyx]

Haha. I know it is largely my own fault, but bit late for that now.

Going to the cinema was good, but I really don't think I can sacrifice much more time.

Urgh.

Thank you anyway Matthewwww. Oh Tuesday was much more amusing than that post. So there.

[I Love Necks]

Well blates. I can't beat a drunken phone call like that, can I?!

So ungrateful! :p I'll never top that so you just discard me. Pfft.

[Fez]

aww.. i'm not always here. infact, i'm never in the UK. but if you need someone to talk to or stuff. just pm me or w/e.

although im not good at givin advice i agree with matty. goin out, have fun with buddies and stuff. forget about work relieves stress.

[nyx]

Thanks Fez :)

I'm feeling calmer today. I think it was just being tired as well.

[lilshortie]

plz plzzzz plzzzzzzzz make time for sleep. you should like a busy person so i know u're probably sleep deprived as well. less sleep during the night = more stress and moodiness in the morning. try to get in 8 hours a night and in about 1 week u'll feel 10 times better =)

[colored_zebra]

awwwww...
*mental hug*
listening to music always makes me feel better so get sum inspirational/calm music on ur ipod. listen to stuff by Colbie Caillat- her songs always make me feel beta

[colored_zebra]

o yea i forgot also put inscense in ur room and pix tht make u smile
also take a day off and go to the beach