i just cut.

[mnloveheart03]

i needed to feel like i was actually here.
today was a horrible day.
i posted what happened under general talk.
i cannot stand it.
i needed to feel like i was here for something.
it felt great, i haven't done it for a month till now.

[-Michael-]

I'm sure there are other ways of making yourself feel better.

*hugs* I know you just went through some pretty crazy stuff but there is a sticky called "How I stopped cutting" or something like that in one of the sections here, have a read of that.

[VraiCanon]

I hope you're OK however cutting really isn't the answer.
How do you feel about cutting? Does it fill you with regret after? Does it reallly help?
I am guessing you need attention & help - seek professional advice.

[Sweetest.x.Sin]

Okay, from a personal experience of cutting, I know it's not going to get you anywhere and it doesn't accomplish anything or make you feel any better. Maybe it will but you're only hurting yourself and when people see your cuts the word is going to get out and people are only going to make fun of you for it. People can be cruel.
I know a bad day can push you towards negative thoughts but you can't let these things get to you, otherwise you're not going to be strong enough for what's ahead in life. Unfortunantely life is a bitch sometimes but that doesn't mean you coward in the corner and cut yourself. That won't make things better.
Try talking to your parents or to a close, older friend you can trust about this. I think you should really get some advise and some help from someone you trust. That's how I stopped. My parents and I are really close to this day because of it.

[trendy]

I know it is hard when you get the urge to cut and sometimes it stops a worse act being taken
how are you now?