vicariouslyme
February 13th '08, 02:05 PM
I have recently been dumped after a year n a half because my exs mother feels she needs to be away from me because she spent to much time with me..
Its been a month now and i have been thinking about looking for someone else.. there was a girl who lived a few miles away from me i talked to alot, shes always liked me and had no problem telling me that but i never could share the feelings back.. i started to tell her that i liked her then she told me she had a boyfriend i was like ok i could respect that not much i could do.. but she started telling me she wud break up with him for me n that i was the one for her and all this i didnt want her to do that for me but at the same time i did.. i was on msn one nite and she sent me a long message telling me she broke up with her boyfriend and she wanted me to be hers and i said i would think about it.. i wasnt really sure if i was ready for a relationship. when i said i didnt know if i was ready she said "it wasnt for you my bf sent that to me i love him i dont wanna go with you" my heart sank and i just thought ok n signed off.. i havent spoken to her sense.. a few weeks later i kept getting anon fone calls they wud stay on the fone and not talk then hang up. i grabbed my mums fone and rang numbers i thought it cud be.. i eventualy found out it was an ex from a while bk.. i started to text her and we got on we slagged each other but it was all in fun and we arranged to meet up.. i went to her house the next nite n she stood at the door.. when i told her to come out she wudnt but she was being her usual self.. she looked well and i knew she made an effort for me.. after half an hour we kissed.. and i left.. happy thinking sumit mite be there.. five minutes later i got a text saying forget it happened and i later ofund out she was seeing someone and she wudnt give him up for me.. i accpeted it without much of a fight and let it go.. why does it seem im being used for when there bored?
I know i am good looking but not in a big headed way im a nice guy and wudnt treat anyone like crap.. i never go over board and i can handle what people tell me is that the reason why people think they can do this? would really like someones help a girls preferably to see if they know whats going on inside their head.
Thanks x
Its been a month now and i have been thinking about looking for someone else.. there was a girl who lived a few miles away from me i talked to alot, shes always liked me and had no problem telling me that but i never could share the feelings back.. i started to tell her that i liked her then she told me she had a boyfriend i was like ok i could respect that not much i could do.. but she started telling me she wud break up with him for me n that i was the one for her and all this i didnt want her to do that for me but at the same time i did.. i was on msn one nite and she sent me a long message telling me she broke up with her boyfriend and she wanted me to be hers and i said i would think about it.. i wasnt really sure if i was ready for a relationship. when i said i didnt know if i was ready she said "it wasnt for you my bf sent that to me i love him i dont wanna go with you" my heart sank and i just thought ok n signed off.. i havent spoken to her sense.. a few weeks later i kept getting anon fone calls they wud stay on the fone and not talk then hang up. i grabbed my mums fone and rang numbers i thought it cud be.. i eventualy found out it was an ex from a while bk.. i started to text her and we got on we slagged each other but it was all in fun and we arranged to meet up.. i went to her house the next nite n she stood at the door.. when i told her to come out she wudnt but she was being her usual self.. she looked well and i knew she made an effort for me.. after half an hour we kissed.. and i left.. happy thinking sumit mite be there.. five minutes later i got a text saying forget it happened and i later ofund out she was seeing someone and she wudnt give him up for me.. i accpeted it without much of a fight and let it go.. why does it seem im being used for when there bored?
I know i am good looking but not in a big headed way im a nice guy and wudnt treat anyone like crap.. i never go over board and i can handle what people tell me is that the reason why people think they can do this? would really like someones help a girls preferably to see if they know whats going on inside their head.
Thanks x