Aftermath

[Wandering Soul]

Many of the elder memebers. (mostly the originals before the hack (i swear if i catch him ill kill him)) will remember that not after i regisitered several main stream threads were litterted with arguements from myself and the since unreregistered Mage. Well those who paid attention will remember that we DID eventually get together. however in the month of Febuary we had a snag. we went out on a date with her sister in tow. well out of the 5 hours spent together i had about 30 minutes of attention. in other words a hi how are you doing and the rest of the time she was arguing with her sister. well i was irritated but nothing too bad. . however after the 4th time i was against the little one coming with us (nickname for the sister)Around this time i got drunk off my ass at my house (i moved out of my parents in novmeber) and one of my roomates friends tried to sleep with me. ill be honest i wanted it but when i realized it wasn;t megan i freaked out. and told her to get the f*ck out of the house. all this above all my other problems such as my parnets haveing problems them taking my car and being a senior in high school i couldn;t lie to her so i told her. well Not that long after one of her new coworkers decided that he wanted to take her out and learn to swing dance (explaination if asked) Well she wanted me to go along so i did. well this time the attention was to Him. well on a trip to a mall i did something i dunno what quite yet, but she became angry with me. and in turn i said some mean things, not mean mean but ya know one of those sarcastic punchs at guilt. i said something along the line of "It's kinda f*cked up that you ask me along and ignore me 3/4 of the f*cking time" well that was the 28th. on the third she broke things off. and now i'm lost. i mean i love her but i dont know what the f*ck i should do. ( imean dedicating 2 1/2 years of your life to a person kinda does that to ya) i mean i want her back but i can't face her. i dont wanna know that she hates me. but i wanna know if there is hope. or hell if its false hope. (shuddaup) WEll i took the liberty of leaving my small town home of P-town to go back to San Antonio in, yes, an attempt to run. but i dunno i should go back and ask for redemption but i dunno what to redeem myself for. i just don't 'sigh'


It won't be long. We'll meet again
Your memory is never passing.

[Wandering Soul]

Well i finally know what happened. A week after she left me she got together with her coworker. I didn't find this out until April 10th, She hid it from me so that i wouldn't become angry. Well i'm angry but since then ive lost hope for everything. I feel so lost, however i feel like i was cheated (not cheated on but i wouldn't doubt that either since she had before.) i want revenge but i KNOW it is not right. I mean when i found out i kinda broke my knuckle. yeah yeah, im not an angry person, but all i want is him to suffer once and then i fell that i can move on does anyone have any other suggestions...please (and no other women haven;t worked so don't bother with that one)

[Mikhael]

well dude not much you can do im afraid try and talk to her if you want but as i just said theres not much you can do.

I suggest just try and forget about it and move on, Plenty more fishes in the sea

[Wandering Soul]

you didn't read that last line did ya

[Feign]

I'm not sure you've used revenge in the right context here - he's done absolutely nothing to you apart from be a better boyfriend then you apparently were. Stop being such a selfish prick, let her go on with her life - and you should really think about doing the same. Failing that, you could always find the answers to all your problems at the bottom of a bottle.

You might want to chase that with pills. I hear the aftermath is a real treat.

[Wandering Soul]

I'm not sure you've used revenge in the right context here - he's done absolutely nothing to you apart from be a better boyfriend then you apparently were. Stop being such a selfish prick, let her go on with her life - and you should really think about doing the same. Failing that, you could always find the answers to all your problems at the bottom of a bottle.

You might want to chase that with pills. I hear the aftermath is a real treat.

ya know i would call you a prick. but lemme tell ya this much, you may be right, but i would be more of a prick if this was towards her, that would be a sign of a bad boyfriend. i wanna say there was nothing i wouldn't have done (....and still would) do for her. and i went out far to make her happy, i lost a job just so she could meet my parents. something like that doesn't disappear over night. so anger is not the right thing to do, true, i know that, but i still would feel a whole lot better. but you are a prick for suggesting drinking and pill, thats just harsh i;m not......... okay alcohol maybe but fsck pills

[Feign]

Maybe if you could type coherently she might view you in a different light.. as opposed to the incompetent retard I see you as now :)

[Wandering Soul]

ya know i would call you a prick. but lemme tell ya this much, you may be right, but i would be more of a prick if this was towards her, that would be a sign of a bad boyfriend. i wanna say there was nothing i wouldn't have done (....and still would) do for her. and i went out far to make her happy, i lost a job just so she could meet my parents. something like that doesn't disappear over night. so anger is not the right thing to do, true, i know that, but i still would feel a whole lot better. but you are a prick for suggesting drinking and pill, thats just harsh i;m not......... okay alcohol maybe but fsck pills

okay ill do a direct translation asshole. <Start Translation> your a fucking chav but i will agree with you on one point asshole, i think it would be more selfish of me to direct my anger towards her instead of him. Which in many a person's eye its a sign of a better boyfriend if it is impossible for someone to hate his Ex. i mean the thought of me being a bad boyfriend boggles my mind. There was not a thing in this world i wouldn't have done for her just to see her smile, and there is still nothing i wouldn't do for her. At one point i lost my job just so she could meet my parents on new year, as we had planned. There was something there i hadn't had anywhere else. and something that deep doesn't go away overnight. I wasn;t until her current boyfriend got hired at Pizza Hut that things started to change. and i resent that. Yes i know Anger and Hate are the worst and wrong things to do, but i still choose to do it. Even if it isn't equal i believe in an "eye for an eye" but i would be at ease if i did something to cause him pain, even for an instant, then i would be fine. and your a fucking asshole fucking prick for suggesting Alcohol and Pills I'm no fucking sap like you might think you son of a... then i had a change of mind and said alcohol maybe but im tired of hangovers. but fuck pills. <End Translation> Notice the extreme lengh change. and you are a jerk... im torn we have another Vanja, and i hate to say but i think i'm going to enjoy this

[Feign]

If you're going to try and be a smart ass about it, you may at least want to get your facts, semantics and spellings correct. For example: your tags are complete and utter crap. <Start Translation> should be <Translation> and later closed with </Translation>. I'd scrutinize over the other quite trivial shit in your 'translation' but the main error in all of this is that you assumed I was a Chav. They are, quite possibly, the ass crack of British society. They're rock bottom; lowest of the low - and you think I'm one?

Well buddy - given that I'm pulling you up on pretty much every aspect of everything you say and, as far as intelligence is concerned, FAR superior to you.. if I'm a Chav then.. well.. you're something to be explained.

I'd pity you if you weren't quite so fucking pathetic.

[Wandering Soul]

sigh....... pkay i see that i am STILL using that word (chav) out of context (i preceived it as asshole or jerk). so i'm sorry for that one. but thde translation part, i know that second one (yours) is HTML format, however i havn't really cared to learn it but it was not a play on HTML. Stilll forgive me for the chav comment. (that is what you call a cultural schism)

[Mamfy]

Wandering SOul, in regards to your post, I think that you should talk to her, explain to her that she was your life and you were prepared tog ive up everything for her, and quite happily did (in regards to losing your job).

Ask her if she can throw away 2 and a half years of love together, for some guy who managed to swing her round on adance floor.

[Chris]

Heres a full meaning of the word/acronym Chav, it even tells you what the American equivalent is:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chav

It stands for Council Housed And Violent.

And for the record, you were part right, Chavs are assholes, lol.

[Wandering Soul]

sorry mamfy. i've decided to uproot and head about 100 miles south of town. ya'know sometimes it's easier to run... i dunno if i want to tell her goodbye or not... leave a letter or somethin (and no i am not a chav and chav=punk or gangsta in the us