stupid

[theundertones]

i'm retaking and sating my gcse but it feels pointless and not feel good about it.
i just feel stupid as it takes alot of revesion to c and i will not get it.I really hate myself right now -my looks and my grades.I feel look i am the meron and the most ungly person the earth.I can't even look at myself in the mirror .I am fighting urge of cutting .
please someone help as i have been close to cutting awhile now and i have throw everything away.
i'm also have special needs and bipolar which makes me
feel worse

[Rashella]

Firstly, you're not the only person retaking GCSE's so don't put yourself down about that.

When I feel sad or pointless, I look at my options. What's best in the long run and how do you achieve it. Even if it seems like the option you dislike the most, at least you know that if you set your mind to it and do achieve it, it'll be worth it.

So right now for you, that's the resitting of your GCSE's. Even if all that revision is boring and you can think of other stuff you'd rather do, you know that in the future you'll look back and be proud of yourself and thankful that you did it. Even if you don't get a C, at least you will know that you did the best you could and won't look back with regret, like you would if you chose to cut instead.

You mentioned that you've thrown everything away, that may be true but now you have the oppurtunity to go back and put it right and set yourself on the right track. It depends what you want in the future and how much you want it - stuff thats worthwhile isn't easy but like the name suggests, you'll be glad you did it.

[Rebel_Princess]

don't feel stupid.
my english teacher and assistant head of my school has retaken her english
and dude look at her now!
retaking GCSE's does not make you stupid....it's just a second try for improvement.
stupid people dont even take their GCSE's loliess
and...dude...about the feeling ugly thing..everyone feels ugly..
trust me..even the prettiest girl you may know sometimes looks in the mirror and things OMG!!I am well UGLY!...we are all humans who reach for non-existant perfection...we are all beautiful in our ways, there isnt such thing as the most beautiful or most ugly person in the world.
we are all different.
have more confidence in yourself ;) try something new instead of cutting yourself..it will not make you look better or smarter..
it's just going to leave scars.
like Rashella said...you don't want yourself in the future looking back thinkning 'why on earth did i do that?'
things change so quickly..imagine that in a blink of an eye you will be much older, happy looking back on this as a joke...and you will be able to smile at life :)

i know it's shitloads to read.
sorry, i tried my best... :)
i really hope you don't cut yourself
and find happiness in life :)

[Sweetest.x.Sin]

You're not the only person who's gone through this. As embarassing as this is, I went into a Home Schooling program and they never helped me I was unexperienced with computers I got all F's and failed I always failed at math it was my worst subject I never got the greatest grades just barely passed a few times and so I eventually just gave up and dropped out, but I don't advise you to give up and drop out. Your grades are much better than mine or alot of other people, I assure you, and you are a very smart person and re-taking it is nothing to be asahmed of. If anything, you should be proud of yourself for giving it a shot and it's not worth hating yourself over or cutting yourself over. Nothing is that important.
Don't give into the urge to cut because just remember you'll end up regretting it, people can notice your cuts and that's humiliating, and for another thing you're only inflicting more pain on yourself which I don't understand is supposed to help. It doesn't help at all.
But I hope this helped and I wish you luck, and just remember, if you need anyone to talk to I'm available.

[undertones]

well i feel very loved
i'm very thankful for the adive
i'm over it and i failed my retake(i think)
the reason i was worried is i got a e and for my yr 10 i'm on d.7 (3 off c)
and for year 11 i'm on a d.5
my grades are b to d
pref art and re b
eng,art,eng lit,ict c
science and music d
love undertones

[Sweetest.x.Sin]

We're here to help anytime. I'm always available if you need someone to talk to.
Still, your grades are just fine, but just try to work hard and study hard and focus on the work, don't overdo it or stress over it, and you'll do just fine.

[Brianna.]

Darlin', I failed out of my first semester of College. That was $11,000 down the drain. You have the option to retake, I didn't. I'm stuck a semester behind everyone, and at a half rate school because of it.

All you can do is pick yourself up and try again. Being bipolar isn't that rare, and people all over the world have special needs. Prove to the world you're just as bright as the next person, if not brighter.

Keep your head up. :)