Ermm..why?

[KatieMay-]

Why do I feel so attracted to this boy who's delved me into the deepest parts of depression? He continues to do it, but the more he does, the more I want him :/

I have actually never felt like this about anyone before. It's the kind of friendship where we can talk about anything, have a solid conversation on one thing for upto 2 hours, but the other side of the friendship is just where we are all over eachother (I mean cuddling and kisses on the cheek :p) and everytime we just lie on his sofa with our arms round eachother (in a friendly way) I just feel he is reeling me in and I don't want to be caught up in a relationship with him. And argh, it's so hard to describe how I feel, but the fact that he is in such a sad, sorry state makes me cry when I think of him, so I do my best to be close to him when we are together.

Tbh, I love him but it's ot what you'd call reall love lol. Just as a friend but I feel it progressing to alooot more.

Meh, not really a question, just my feelings tbh..

Arggh :/

[tf_arl_90]

You can't really help who you have feelings for. You sound like you're stuck in the middle of a battle between your heart and mind. Your heart is saying help him, your mind is telling you to distance yourself.

When you love someone, it pains you to see them in pain, and you'll do anything to make them feel better. Sometimes their problems end up becoming yours.

Being around someone who is so depressed will bring your mood down too, but at the same time, you're probably not just going to leave him to wallow in his own misery by himself.