TinksX
June 10th '08, 07:08 PM
It's just, i have just ate dinner and i feel so uncomfortable with food in me i'm hating it. People are saying that i've lost to much weight and saying there's nothing of me and my mum has been asking really awkward questions about how much i'm eating. I feel like im being overcrowded by them, especially my mum i don't want her alway down my throat about food, i know how to handle myself.
i'm a big, ugly girl and i have accepted that and that's why i'm changing so i can be happy finally.
I really want to throw up what i've eaten but something is fighting against me, it's just making me sicker and i have exams tommorrow.
Have you any idea how i can not feel like this, i can't stand food part of me felt ridiculous when i was crying cos i ate a slice of pizza and something else in one day, to other people that seems so little but on that day i had let myself down. i don't want to go out and get help with professionals that's not what i like.
Please help. I need it
i'm a big, ugly girl and i have accepted that and that's why i'm changing so i can be happy finally.
I really want to throw up what i've eaten but something is fighting against me, it's just making me sicker and i have exams tommorrow.
Have you any idea how i can not feel like this, i can't stand food part of me felt ridiculous when i was crying cos i ate a slice of pizza and something else in one day, to other people that seems so little but on that day i had let myself down. i don't want to go out and get help with professionals that's not what i like.
Please help. I need it