im having trouble

[whereisit]

right so, I think I've been depressed for about a couple months =/ and I acknowledged it about a month ago. And recently, I've just had the hardest time finding happiness in anything.

I don't feel like going to the movies, beach, you know anything. And I can't help myself, I'm not a pessimistic bastard, I just can't help but to feel this way.
These days, I barely leave my house- and I don't even like it much in here.

And I wasn't like this before, granted my life hasn't been very happy but it's never been like this.
I seriously considered calling the suicide depression hotline when I'm home alone, I'm not suicidal though.

And I'm not expecting any advice, just putting this out there for someone to listen,

[conor]

I won't give advice so..
I listened though.

[n0iZe]

Well, i'll tell you. I have that problem somewhat on summer days, where I want to do something, but I find everything to not satisfy my mind. Not much you can do about that, rather than continue doing different things until you find something that seems to pleasure you.

[VraiCanon]

Have you tried talking to family or friends about how you feel etc?
Or maybe even a stranger, i.e. someone on the internet if you don't feel comfortable talking to someone who knows you.
Try writing down your feelings, go to a professional so they can give you advice.
Sometimes it can just help to talk even if the other person isn't saying anything. This doesn't mean they don't care though!

[fuzzylumpkins]

I think we've all run into this at some point or another. As said before, just keep making yourself do different things. Constructive things are good because then you have something to show for it afterwords, even if you don't really care.

Just do whatever it takes to not brood on this feeling. Brooding sucks, and only ever makes things worse.