Tommy Vercetti
April 21st '06, 12:27 AM
I can't really get to her because of that asshole. He constantly hangs around her in PE. He could and has many other girls to chose from, many more attractive to the average guy, but he hangs around Holly. But that's not the point of this. I was wondering, has anyone ever liked someone so much, just the thought of them, the thought of their face, the vision of them smiling in front of you, just makes you feel all weird and tingly inside? That's how I feel thinking about her. I really like her, just the thought of her makes me happy, but I'm so shy, she's shy, I can never think of what to say, and stupid Brandon is always hanging around her in the only class I have with her, PE. I want so desperatly to be able to go up to her and even say "hey" again, but I can't. She knows I like her, and things became weird to me, and probably her. I've been to a movie with her, a friend of mine, a friend of hers, her sister, and her mom. Her mom picked my friend and I up and the whole time, I didn't really talk, my friend was the one trying to break the ice and nudging me to do something. After that day, since I'd been talking a lot about her to him, he decided to spill it all to her. When we went back to school a week later, she came up to me, she was nice about it, really nice, told me she didn't really want to go out. I said "that's cool", and walked away, but the thing is, it's not cool. That was back in early January. I've barely spoken a word to her face to face since. I get the feeling she might like me back since then, the eye contact and smile across the lunch room, from the bus next to me, in PE. I still email her, talk on the phone occasionally, but that's different. In person, it's like a whole nother game. I don't know if I can talk to her. What do I say? How do I not look stupid? I worry what her friends and her think. She always has at least a friend around, and about 10 at lunch. Even waiting for the bus. I just don't know, it seems like such a confusing and awkward situation to be in, and I don't know what to do...