What's my problem

[HMC927]

I did it again, I thought I could control myself and I got drunk again a few nights ago. I got invited to a party by some people I know and I decided to have a few, a few turned into a few more and I just got really drunk. I know posted my problems when I get drunk with sex and stuff but this time was pretty bad.

I can remember, I was getting close with this guy and I remember unzipping and unbuttoning my jeans but not taking them off. I was like rubbing up against his leg and thrusting my crotch area onto it. I tried to unbutton his shirt and stuff, I was drunk and whoring up with him. I remember telling him I couldn't take my pants off because that'd be slutty. I'm pissed at myself for that alone but it got worse.

I drank a little more and stumbled around trying to keep my pants up until another girl just pulled them off, I didn't care. I stumbled around and just kept drinking and kept trying to get some from guys, I gave a few dances, I got kind of fuzzy and but I took my shirt off. I didn't know how to stop myself, I just kept drinking and kept dancing around. I kind of remember this but not really, I've seen the pictures though, I like bend over on a couch in pink panties and was letting people spank me, I even had some bitch I don't even like pull them down so a guy could spank my bare ass. I've seen a few pictures of those, I even saw a few pictures of me bend over with my panties pulled off and people kissing my ass like literally kissing it. Of course I saw this cause all of these stupid bitches that were there I send them around the school and posted them on facebook, the most embrassing one was one of me sitting on a sink, with my panties pulled down, with my arms in the air making like peace signs with this girl I barely know.

My sister picked me up and hit me in from my parents, I saw so drunk, I just couldn't stand to see myself the way I did again, but I've seen it more the once but I keep doing it. Seeing myself in a pink bra and panties combo sitting on a guys lap kills me inside, seeing myself peeing in a sink, kills me. Knowing I let these dumb bitches that hate me win and get something to embaress me with hurts me. I know I have a problem, I don't how to admit it. I don't even know what my problem is, I don't feel like I have to drink I just like to and I think I can control it. Do I have a sex problem even though I'm still a virgin? What's wrong with me, I don't want to be like this.

[Buttons93]

Don't drink.. Or if you do, drink sensibly!

[Insaneblob]

You forgot
"I told my mom what I had done. Then she got scared and said, “You’re moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air.” I whistled for a cab and when it came near, the license plate said “FRESH” and it had dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought “Nah, forget it, yo homes to Bel-Air!” I pulled up to the house about 7:00 or 8:00 and I yelled to the cabby, “Yo homes, smell ya later!” Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there, to sit on my throne as the Prince of Bel-Air."

Or something like that.

[AHeartFeltLoss]

all im saying is "AA Meetings"

[Odin]

Pretty sure this is bull shit now, so: cool story, bro.

[vampireonion]

(212) 870-3400
^Call it!

[Incendiary]

Pretty sure this is bull shit now, so: cool story, bro.
agreed.

also- if you really cared that much and if it really was "killing you" then you shouldn't have any problems with giving up alcohol.

[Odin]

I'd rather die then give up alcohol.

It makes me smarter, funnier, a better dancer and raises the attractiveness level of myself and everyone in the room.

Who'd want to give that up?

[Insaneblob]

All of the above except the dancing. My I-will-dance threshold is higher than my blackout threshold, and I've never quite reached that.

[soggytoast]

as i said before, you're a whore stop trying to justify it with alcohol.

[Odin]

Dancing is just fun in general. It's also the ultimate foreplay for bar whores. If you can dance (and by that I mean keep your hips moving with hers as she drunkenly gyrates) she'll assume you can fuck.

[Darts]

There's no cure for being a slut, I'm afraid. Except not being a slut. Not being a slut usually works.

[Alpharius]

Sluts are sluts.

If this is bullshit (sounds like it now), then as Odin said, good story.

If not, you're a serious nut-job for making the same mistakes over and over again.

[Odin]

u're a serious nut-job for making the same mistakes over and over again.
..or she should seriously come to one of my parties.

[madhatter]

too long, didn't read

[w3bmaster]

Don't drink
Drinking makes people act as retarded as they are

I when i am drunk i talk about science meaning of life and one other friend of mine ... makes math problems

Drinking brings the stupidity or the geniuses in people
YOU NEED TO SIMPLY don't drink ...

[skorpion]

u wanna come to mine for few drinks
i will tell u all about your problems

[Jinxieminx]

Agreed with Madhatter- tl;dr.

[ohhappyday]

Yeah doesn't kill you that much if you continually drink the alcohol that makes you act like a slut.
You + drink= You acting like a slut. Answer You- drink= You not being a slut. Quite simple really :)