Little Dub
May 7th '06, 02:11 AM
Alright so like many topics in this forum, this is about a girl. Kendra. I've known her since kindergarten, and I am fifteen currently, going on sixteen soon. For most of elementary i don't really remember her too much, that was a time when the boys didn't play with the girls. I didn't become really good friends with her until 7th grade. Just as a reference to how big my school is, my entire grade consists of about 30 or so people. Anyway, in 7th grade the lockers went alphabetical and I was a few lockers down from her. That was when we started talking more, and I got to know her better. For the most part of the past ten years she has been pretty tight with two of her friends, Brittany and Lauren. Anyway back in 7th grade I guess I always kind of viewed her as a slut, and I just liked her as a friend. Then last year around spring she asked me out. I was really taken back by it and I actually laughed and said "no". Over the last year though, I really got to know her, and she is about the exact opposite of a slut. Anyhow that is neither here nor there. While all this had been going on I had a crush on another girl, Allie, and I had asked her out earlier last fall, only to be turned down.
After this I started considering dating Kendra. I had always thought of her as just a friend, yet a part of me had always secretly liked her. It was then that I had come up with a plan, to ask her to homecoming. The only flaw was one I had not foreseen. John, another guy in my grade asked her first. When I had talked to my best friend about this, another guy overheard and it got back to Kendra that I was really pissed off about John. I lied and told her it was about something else but I don't think she believed me. Homecoming came and went by extremely dissapointing.
I figured there was no reason to rush it so I wasn't planning on asking her out anytime soon, I figured I would see if the feeling was mutual. However before I could even think, another guy, Cody Doster, asked her out, and she said yes. She continued to date him for about 2 and a half months, before they broke up. However she has said that the most they ever did together was one kiss.
Thus we come to the beginning of last week, when she and Doster (nicknamed Dumpster) split. Nothing too major happened last week, except for the lock-in that we went to last night. It mainly consisted of girls, but there were a few other guys there. I hung out with her most of the night and we had a really good time. In fact, we were the only ones out of like fifteen people that stayed awake the entire night. At around four or five this morning we were sitting on the floor pretty much out of sight from everyone listening to her friend's iPod. It was pretty fun. Thats not to say we hadn't tried to sleep. We had both laid down, about two feet from eachother, and neither of us slept. I know why I didn't sleep, I was way too nervous to sleep, and I can't be sure, but that might have been why she couldn't sleep. Then again it could be wishful thinking. Even so, neither of us actually got any sleep until we were about ten feet apart and out of eyesight.
The point is, do you think she likes me as a friend, or do you think she may have feelings for me? I want to ask her out but I don't know how.
After this I started considering dating Kendra. I had always thought of her as just a friend, yet a part of me had always secretly liked her. It was then that I had come up with a plan, to ask her to homecoming. The only flaw was one I had not foreseen. John, another guy in my grade asked her first. When I had talked to my best friend about this, another guy overheard and it got back to Kendra that I was really pissed off about John. I lied and told her it was about something else but I don't think she believed me. Homecoming came and went by extremely dissapointing.
I figured there was no reason to rush it so I wasn't planning on asking her out anytime soon, I figured I would see if the feeling was mutual. However before I could even think, another guy, Cody Doster, asked her out, and she said yes. She continued to date him for about 2 and a half months, before they broke up. However she has said that the most they ever did together was one kiss.
Thus we come to the beginning of last week, when she and Doster (nicknamed Dumpster) split. Nothing too major happened last week, except for the lock-in that we went to last night. It mainly consisted of girls, but there were a few other guys there. I hung out with her most of the night and we had a really good time. In fact, we were the only ones out of like fifteen people that stayed awake the entire night. At around four or five this morning we were sitting on the floor pretty much out of sight from everyone listening to her friend's iPod. It was pretty fun. Thats not to say we hadn't tried to sleep. We had both laid down, about two feet from eachother, and neither of us slept. I know why I didn't sleep, I was way too nervous to sleep, and I can't be sure, but that might have been why she couldn't sleep. Then again it could be wishful thinking. Even so, neither of us actually got any sleep until we were about ten feet apart and out of eyesight.
The point is, do you think she likes me as a friend, or do you think she may have feelings for me? I want to ask her out but I don't know how.