Really Really feeling DOWN! (HELP)

[Guest]

sO there was a girl who i started to like in one of my classes last school year... She was a senior and i was a junior. She was in my math class and i would always stare at her because of how attracted i was to her. Everytime i stared i would see her looking at me so i would just turn my head. After a while i was begininng to think she liked me because i would pass her locker when she was standed in front of it and then she would start walking behind me. Well i am prty shy so of course i never said anything to her and then she graduauted and she has been on my mind for a while. I found out her number from a freind and i called her randomly just a few days ago. I told her my name and asked if she remeberd me from her math class and she said no. I a then said you really dont rememeber me, and then she said no that was a while ago. I never really talked to her before but i thought she might know me because of some signs she made during school that made me think she liked me. ANyways i aksed her if she wanted to hang out sometime and she said it wouldnt be a good idea because i have a boyfreind. I said o alright i guees i'll talk to you later. so then we hanged up. I felt fine after but after about a few hours later i satrted thinking about her and almost crying. I dont know if im obsessed with her or what. I wish i would have asked for her aim screen name or something so that i could atleast keep in touch and maybe just maybe still have a chance with her if she broke up. There are other girls that i do think are hot and kinda like but this girl just seems so perfect for me i dont know how to explain it. She is really quiet and im quiet to and she is also really really good looking and just has something about her that makes me smile. No other girl that comes to my mind do i have these same feelings. I feel like now she is graduated and she is gone and i will never see her again. Well thanks for takeing the time for reading this,, i feel really depressed over this. Ive had girlfreinds before but have neever even cried when we broke up. Even after a year relationship i cheered up after a day. I am really hurting and i dont even know why. Somethying tells me to call her back and ask for her screen name on aim if she has one just so i can talk to her and explain my feelings more. I dont want to scare her or anything by keep calling her but i really dont want to not ever see her again

Is there anything to do to get over her? Or is there anyway to call her back without feeling like im stalking her or something? please help and thanks

[Brunette]

call her again in a casual friendly way !!!! joke around !!