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September 2nd '06, 03:48 AM
First of all thanks for reading and any help you can give. Well, I've been with a girl for alittle over 2 years now. Everything has been great, both of us seemed happy and we had a great relationship. I went on a company trip that last about 2 weeks and when I got back she told me she wanted to be single for a while. Well I gotta say that I love this girl more than anything and she knows it. She told me she still feels the same way she always has about me and when she wants to get back in a relationship she wants to get back with me. Well, ever since she broke up with me my heart has been broken. I've had other girlfriends and I've never cared about any of them as much as her. I can't sleep, eat, think straight, I even cry sometimes, I never cry, I'm useless. She told me she doesn't want me to date any other girls and she said she doesn't want to date other guys. I know when a guy that I thought was my friend found out we had broke up, he was calling her and trying everything to get with her and one night I seen her getting out of his truck. But, she said they didn't go on a date even though thats what it looked like to me. I mean it seems like she wants me to be miserable while she has her fun and then wants to get back with me. I have seen her and I have talked to her since. It hurts so bad knowing that she just wants me to stay away right now and not call her or go to see her or anything. But though she does want to one day, just not now. I have felt horrible for the past 2 weeks and it's not getting any better. I just want her back so bad and I miss her so much. She knows I love her more than life but it seems like it doesn't really matter to her right now or something. How can I keep my mind off of it at least until I find out whether we have a life left together and how can I keep from calling her or going to see her? I tried my hardest but I can't help it, it's like I need her. Well, thanks for your help.
Cody
Cody