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September 19th '06, 09:29 AM
I’ve known this girl for a few months now, not even that, her name is Emily. We go to the same school but have no classes together and we’ve never been in the same home group. I’ve always KNOWN OF HER at school, but that’s all, she was originally going to be in my home group in year 7 but changed on orientation. Well recently I had a chat with her at a party but only for a few minutes and I went off with friends. Any way now at school we smile and say hi to each other and keep walking on. Now the other day in math’s her friend asked me what I thought of her, I didn’t answer so asked what she said about me. The only answer i received was “she may have said something maybe not”. So I met her again at another party so i decided to try and have a chat, I was shy and so was she I think, I had no idea what to say. I got really drunk and started rambling on how I liked her and telling her she was real pretty, I remember she replied with a “thank you” in the sweetest voice.
As the night moved on I was more intoxicated and started going where she went, I tried to pull her away from friends because I wanted to talk with her. I would yell out to her and call her up if I couldn’t find her.
So after a while there was a group of us on the grass sitting and drinking, and finally we were all able to stay in the one position for a while. I once again started telling her I liked her and my mate wanted us to hook up, I really like this girl so I didn’t want it to be nothing, so I told her it was alright not to, we ended just having a nice prick on the lips which was real good. I then thought I asked her out but I didn’t. I went around telling we asked each other out but we didnt i thought i did, she told my mate ‘he didn’t even ask me so oh well’.
I then asked her to the formal and she said yes (I don’t remember this at all it’s what friends told me) so I told her I would txt her in the morning. She gave me her number first and I gave mine to her. By the way she wasn’t drunk at all she was sober, she had only 2 little cruiser things.
At the end of the night I kept hugging her I didn’t wanna let go, but when I left I gave another hug and a kiss on the check. She went for the kiss first so I thought awesome. So when I was home I wrote a message to my mate about her and I accidentally sent it to her. She replied with “hi” and we sent some more messages. The only thing was she had short replies of like “oh lol that’s awesome” and “yeah I did.” So anyway in the morning like a promised I sent a message to her and her replies were like 2 words long so I said bye I’m going back to sleep and that’s been all. I don’t want to send more messages cos what I did the other night I might seem like im a stalker. I think I might be getting to the point. I can’t stop thinking of her. In bed I spent 2 hours replaying what had happened the other night in my head. I’ve never felt this way for a girl. I just feel like I’ve known her for such a long time but I haven’t.
Sorry this was so long I needed to get it out there, and off my chest, sorry for poor grammar and if it didn’t make sense to bad.
Thank you
One more thing I’ve checked for signs if she likes me I cant see any. I’ve had one girl give me all the signs of leaning towards me all the time, if I’m talking with another girl she buts in, always looking at me touching my feet under that table(freaked me out) she even admitted liking me, I didn’t fancy her that way. I could tell she liked me, with Emily I can’t tell. But that other chick was real loud and confident Emily isn’t , she’s nice and sweet. The only sign is she smiles at me in the morning and if I see her after school she waves to me. But every one waves to every one.
I know she likes me ,but i dont know how much or as just a friend, who she kind of got with at a party. Im very confused about it all. I will have to wait after the holidays (2 more weeks) to talk with her i dont wanna call her up because it might freak her out.
As the night moved on I was more intoxicated and started going where she went, I tried to pull her away from friends because I wanted to talk with her. I would yell out to her and call her up if I couldn’t find her.
So after a while there was a group of us on the grass sitting and drinking, and finally we were all able to stay in the one position for a while. I once again started telling her I liked her and my mate wanted us to hook up, I really like this girl so I didn’t want it to be nothing, so I told her it was alright not to, we ended just having a nice prick on the lips which was real good. I then thought I asked her out but I didn’t. I went around telling we asked each other out but we didnt i thought i did, she told my mate ‘he didn’t even ask me so oh well’.
I then asked her to the formal and she said yes (I don’t remember this at all it’s what friends told me) so I told her I would txt her in the morning. She gave me her number first and I gave mine to her. By the way she wasn’t drunk at all she was sober, she had only 2 little cruiser things.
At the end of the night I kept hugging her I didn’t wanna let go, but when I left I gave another hug and a kiss on the check. She went for the kiss first so I thought awesome. So when I was home I wrote a message to my mate about her and I accidentally sent it to her. She replied with “hi” and we sent some more messages. The only thing was she had short replies of like “oh lol that’s awesome” and “yeah I did.” So anyway in the morning like a promised I sent a message to her and her replies were like 2 words long so I said bye I’m going back to sleep and that’s been all. I don’t want to send more messages cos what I did the other night I might seem like im a stalker. I think I might be getting to the point. I can’t stop thinking of her. In bed I spent 2 hours replaying what had happened the other night in my head. I’ve never felt this way for a girl. I just feel like I’ve known her for such a long time but I haven’t.
Sorry this was so long I needed to get it out there, and off my chest, sorry for poor grammar and if it didn’t make sense to bad.
Thank you
One more thing I’ve checked for signs if she likes me I cant see any. I’ve had one girl give me all the signs of leaning towards me all the time, if I’m talking with another girl she buts in, always looking at me touching my feet under that table(freaked me out) she even admitted liking me, I didn’t fancy her that way. I could tell she liked me, with Emily I can’t tell. But that other chick was real loud and confident Emily isn’t , she’s nice and sweet. The only sign is she smiles at me in the morning and if I see her after school she waves to me. But every one waves to every one.
I know she likes me ,but i dont know how much or as just a friend, who she kind of got with at a party. Im very confused about it all. I will have to wait after the holidays (2 more weeks) to talk with her i dont wanna call her up because it might freak her out.