Question...

[deliverance2005]

I'm really not sure what to do here...I'm not even sure if this is the right place to put it...but I dont think it will fit in anywhere else...

There is this guy where I work who I absolutely love. Nothing will ever go on between us though, the main reason being, he's gay. We always hug and we talk all the time and what-not. Well, the other day I was standing at someones desk and he came up behind me, trying to kind of surprise me, but he got really close to me and I could feel "him" pressing against my leg. I kind of moved against him a little bit and then realized that yeah, thats not a good idea...The thing is..it really turned me on and now I feel really guilt that 1) I pushed back against him like I did, and 2) that it turned me on so much...

I have nowhere else to go to get advice about this...and I am so confused about everything right now...what should I do?

[~Wayne~]

Theres not a real lot you can do if the guys gay I suppose

[Bebot]

this is .... i dunno but i feel you,sister!
:p

[Bob!]

Constructive posts Bebot please, no point sayin things for the sake of it if ya have no opinion or advice.

And I'd say if the guys full on gay well theres nothin more ya can really do, itl be reyt that ya pushed him back and as for gettin turned on by havin a male pressed against ya well, thats natural lol.

I'd say just dont worry about it and carry on as ya always were.